Wholeness....

I'm beginning to know, with that distinct certainty, academics contains my solace. Desperate for wholeness I give time to smaller minds...I get frustrated. How do you convey to one that you're looking for something in the anticipation? The anticipation between a title and a first line; the anticipation after the end of a sentence, moving back to the beginning of the next. Still, I stop to think what to type; when what I'm looking for is in the words that I freely, without thinking about it, put out. The positioning is constant....